My Journey,Without Complications

late update

2007-05-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry that i haven't quite got the time to do a decent update. Been helluva busy these past weeks, commencement of the final year project, presentations and it seems like i sortta need more than 24 hours a day. I see a lot of the patches that looked kinda blur in the past becoming clearer and it made me just wanna get outta this bloody ridden place more.

They say singapore is a small country, facing population crisis and lots more. However, when i'm on the subway, it always doesn't seem so. The bloody crowds occupying every square foot that you could possibly stand comfortably in the subway, the bloody firecrackers that fill your eardrums with the cheena accent. I'm sorry i sound kinda like a sterotyping jackarse here, but for this case, i don't sterotype, i just strongly disliked them right from the start.

When i was doing my presentation, and the lecturer asked if i was an english, cos of the english accent. It struck me in an epiphany, what would firecrackers sound like in english presentations. Now this is a very big problem, they're from the land that i don't want to step foot on. I am a chinese, but heck it, it doesn't mean you've got to follow through. I will never in a million years give up my english accent for that firecracker's accent.

So this is a conversation that popped up when i was with lynna and twilite couple of weeks ago. Came to my mind when the word firecracker is mentioned. Sorry, i'm a bloody jackarse.

firebonker: harlo excuza mi, you chinese?
me: " looks at her with my confused face"
firebonker: chinese?
me: nods. " what's the matter mate?"
firebonker: " shows me the face whereby she can't understand what i'm saying"
me : Sorry lady, i've got to run, my ears can't take it.

lynna & twilite(rolls on floor laughing): mr englishman, you're such a bellend! your ears can't take it! what if she understood what ya said?

me: shit, i didn't mean that actually. It was supposed to be a getaway excuse.
lynn & twi : a getaway excuse with sacarsm. well done lou.
me : I think i've got a problem, this feeling of strong dislike is not on me, it's in my blood.

I'm glad this week of mine is entertained with great hits and entertainment on the bbc radio channel. I am so in love with edith bowman. Bloody fantastic.

The Bitch

2007-04-03T21:24:00.001-07:00

I've been busy for the past few weeks doing my internship and I can't help but smile as I welcome April’s arrival as it is an indication that the internship will end soon. I'm assigned to a particular cubicle in the office to do my work and surprisingly, the office is the place where words from the mouth of people are even more deadly than the nuclear bomb itself. They call it office politics. I didn't quite buy it when I first heard of it, but now i really do after having seen the real thing.

I was utterly disgusted(sorry i made it sound so crude) by a particular bitch in the office, she is the best person I'll look for if I want to publish a book entitled "100 ways to get myself killed and hated" and "pissing people off naturally". I have never in my entire life seen someone, who pisses people off like she does. When it comes to pissing people off, there're usually two scenarios. First scenario, the person who pissed you off is your boss and expects more from you. Second scenario, the person pisses you off naturally, without questioning she falls under the second category. For heaven's sake, she is only a fucking secretary, correction, fucking old secretary but acts totally like a boss. Those who stand up to her, normally gets their back stabbed severely as she is on good terms with the finance and administration's director. I respect people who don’t really have a good grasp of English, but continue to strive and correct themselves in a humble way. Her command of English is atrocious, but flaunts it like she is really good at it. My daily laughter magazine is a compilation of her sent emails and my daily comedy channel is listening to her blabber her "fantastic English" on the line.

She sneers at me when I speak in English peppered with a heavy native British accent, and I shook my head in sympathy as I looked at her. She boasted that she communicates to her son in English only. Good gracious, I can’t imagine what kind of English is indoctrinated in her son considering the fact that her emails are good enough to be submitted to the atrocious use of English language department. This is exactly the type of person I would gladly do a full powered side kick on.

life's surprises

2007-03-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

When everything seemed hopeless and i thought letting go was the best choice, she held me back, and i held her closer than ever.

I reconciled with hon and i can only say that things got better than ever, and i will do well to remember that. But what i do know is, the love between us just got stronger, and i'm smiling while i bask in it.

barriers

2007-02-13T05:55:00.001-08:00

Alright mates, yesterday was my first day of internship and i seriously still thought that it was just a bad dream. However, reality just got harsh on me and unknowingly, i advanced to the second day of my internship, and where is it situated actually? At somewhere really far away from my home. A journey of an hour and a half isn't the killing factor here for me, what kills is the working factor, and the working environment.

A woman dressed in yellow tapered pants, with a jacket that doesn't match, waltzes in the office, flaunts her atrocious english in front of me and assigns stuff that are totally irrelevant to my course of study. She told me in a way in which i took half a day to decipher, that i was attached to the quality assurance department. A factory production job that is. So, together with the people whom i've befriended, we wore our business suits, stepped in to the production place, and starts getting information that was way beyond extraordinary indoctrined in our brain.

How on earth can an internship person be asked to do something so irrelevant, and asked to be one of their "oh so honorable production personnel". I wasn't trying to be sacarstic, i am. I lodged an appeal to my liason officer, and i pray that lady luck will stand by me and review this scam. So that i can do my internship, at somewhere..less..weird?

And yes. i strongly dislike those cheena skanks who speaks mandarian faster than a bullet train.
i wouldn't mind if it was english that is. Oh well..i am looking forward to friday already. Damn.

Aftermath

2007-02-09T20:31:00.000-08:00

I've been having so much to shoulder lately that till a point of time i felt that i had no life at all. The exams were taxing but nevertheless, i think i'll pull through pretty alright. Afterall i think everyone works hard for what they want to be in the future. Hope that my grades are good enough to get advanced standing in the mudorch university of melbourne.

A lot have changed in my life, and i bore the sacrifices of letting go. There're some things in life that cannot be re-edited. However, life gives me more surprises each day than i've ever expected. But, i think this is termed the moulding process of each individual. Internship's gonna start in 2 days and i regretted not going for the holland or the shanghai internship. I was so afraid that i'll lose my way in china, and i should've just filed the application to holland when i had the chance. Again, i'll try not to cry over spilt milk, i'll take every chances i have from now on, making the full out of each and every of it.

I'll enjoy my internship by trying to finish the books i plan to finish in the 2 months, and wearing the mufflers to kick some asses. Holiday's burnt by the internship, and..i think i still have a lot to expect from the unexpected don't i?

2007

2007-01-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry that this came so late. My new year's eve wasn't spent partying, instead it was spent clearing tables and faking smiles to customers who actually pissed me off. But well, it's for the sake of money, though there wasn't double pay that day. It's good to be contented actually. Besides, honey ain't in town either, therefore i just felt the mood wasn't really there. Oh well, my motivation now would be july comes faster than i've expected it to be as honey will be coming back for holidays this july. Yes. i know it's still long, but whatnot, it's good to look forward to seeing her. IN PERSON.

So i was thinking about what to expect from this new year, or what i should plan to fulfil this new year. Too many to think of really. From going to vancouver for christmas to fighting on a bigger stage where just the ambience of audiences shouting is intimidating enough. A lot of things really.

Year three in the polytechnic will be a more taxing year, the thought of taking another programming module is just enough to kill me already. But for the sake of what's gonna be reflected on that bloody cert, i haven't got much choice do i?

But well, despite all the new shit that comes along with the new year, i'm thankful for the fact that i have my honey with me, and of course my buddies, like those in WFB, ya know who you are, and not to forget, (JC and ERNEST) It's really great to have buddies like you guys.

Anyway, a very happy new year to all.

fiction

2006-12-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

He wears his mufflers, sipped some water and breathed heavily, he has fought 5 taxing rounds against opponents whom are good, great and extraordinary. It's really a miracle how he stood them up and knocked them out one by one. The next fight was against the kryptonians. They are the threat that he was vulnerable to. They didn't even have to give him a baseball kick, all they need to do was to sneeze and he'll probably be flying 7 miles across albertta.

Surprisingly, he did not decline the fight, instead, he pulled his battered body into the ring to face the kryptonians. No one said it was gonna be a fair match, then why would he go up there like a fool trying to fight the impossible? He wanted to fight for what he believed in, what he loves. His source of energy sadly chose to be passive and didn't want to take a stand, and he totally understood despite the fact the he would most prolly die without her.

"ya ok louis?" said the refree
"never better" he said wiping the blood from his corner of his mouth.

When a man loves a woman, he fights for every chance to prove his worth even to the point whereby his life is at stake. Because till then. All he would pray for, is to successfully cheat death, and walk out not only alive, but with the opponents nodding in agreement to his beliefs.

the salmon couple

2006-11-18T08:05:00.000-08:00

They came into the restaurant, and when Jc asked them for drinks, they wanted beer and a warm sake. This is unusual, in the early afternoon? But that's not all, they even asked if there was XO, perhaps they felt as though the alcoholic drinks they're drinking tasted like water. So they went on to order their food after flipping through the menu.

The salmon carpaccio came, and they asked why is the salmon so thin, so the runner told them that dish's salmon was meant to be thin as the expensive and the main factor were the ikuras on the plate.(ikuras are salmon eggs.) So they rogered that and went on ordering more salmon, as though it was buffet. When i took their order, for salmon again, and answered some queries regarding the food, the wife looked at me and spoke. "It's a joy watching you and hearing you speak."
i smiled at her compliment, " i'll go get you your salmon sashimi right now."

The rest of the day was like fighting world war 2 again. I'll buy breadtalk's shares if there's just one saturday night, there isn't people standing like a battalion of soldiers outside the restaurant.

Computer Knowledge Appreciated

2006-11-04T20:59:00.000-08:00

Seriously. I appreciate people who knows how to use a computer, not to the extent of needing to know how to decipher on of the "if else statements", but just simply clicking and using the mouse, without having to key in anything. Work was really taxing yesterday for me. It's weird where the crowd really zoom in from.

I stepped in the restaurant yesterday at 12.30pm for my full shift, and was dreading the fact that ive got to endure a backbreaking 10 hours before going home. So i went in to the washroom to get changed and ready. Then i got the shock, barely 5 minutes and the restaurant was almost full house. The second belt has to be switched on, which was unusual, "saturday afternoons were mostly times where you could smack flies and tak a nap". The crowd just kept coming in and to make things worse, that bloody manager, " doraemon" will do nothing except pushing his shitty chores to you. Bloody hell. Thankfully, the crowd ceased after a couple of hours and i could finally take a breather. I went for my dinner break at 5pm and when i got back to the restaurant at 6, i got another human scare, damn. "What exactly is wrong with the crowd today?!". i thought.

The hours just creeped past me so fast, and jc was in the restaurant battling the crowds with me soon and he said he didn't understand the population crisis in the restaurant then. The crowd was a problem and the manager was a bigger one. The site manager, Kath"cat" replaced that doraemon for evening session and she really wasn't a kitty. She's more like a tiger.Working with her is like playing burnout with infinte Nitro. Sortta taxing but i think i handled the speed pretty well. The customers on the other hand sortta pissed me off. Everyone in the restaurant was busy enough, clearing tables and taking orders for customers whom so happened to get a seat with a faulty computer. So, theorotically speaking, i really wouldn't mind taking orders for people who have troubles using the computer. But for people who knows, and simply just wouldn't understand the fact that we're bloody busy, I really am pissed and felt like pissing in their green teas.

I just stepped out of the kitchen and was holding on to 12 chanwamushis on my arm and there's just some morons who have to stop me and ask me to help them take down their orders when they are seating at a seat with a fully functional computer, and they bloody know how to use it.

Bunch of idiots : " HELLO. i want to take order now"
Me : "Teach me how" i thought to myself. " erm sir, can i get back to ya later"?
and one of them who tried to help.
Angel : " aiya he don't even have a hand to write, we use the com order lah"
Devils: " nevermind lah. He's here mah."
Me: "i'll get back to ya shortly". i'll pour salt and pepper into your ice cream later.But i didn't of course.

Well..this is work. I get all the shit sometimes but well. For the sake of what i'm slogging for, i'll just hafta bite my teeth and get through it.

Fungi clearing

2006-10-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

So this is what it is. With the fungus building up on my blog and everything getting so not updated, i've decided to at least clear some away and revive it. It's about a month now or so since i'm back from vancouver. School sucks and it's week 5 and creeping into week 6 after this weekend. Can't say i like it that much, i don't really have a choice do i. When i first came back, i just can't get used to the heat man, i'll be so pissed with the weather that i'll be craving for some air con relief again after stepping out of the train or lecture theatre. To aggrevate the mood, the bloody haze just have to play along. So i was wondering if this was what happened every year to people who actually started the fire.

Evil guy: Alright. you get this torch and go into the forest and make it become a fire city. I'll pay you 1000 US dollars as a reward.
Naive guy: Ok can! my mom always told me not to play with fire, but i think she lied, playing with fire gets me so rich!!!
Evil guy: *smiles with a smug* Yah. Be a man, do the right thing.

3 days after the fire is set ablazed, the naive man tells his mom happily,"i got paid a 1000 US dollars to create this fire. Fire is good mom"!
And he sees the fire in his mom's eyes.

Alright, sorry if i've digressed a little. I've been back to sakae working and thus been a little caught up with life. Saving up for the next trip to visit honey, and my educational fees. It really helps a lot if i manage to strike lottery but well. I'd rather be pragmatic and earn it myself. I'm so deprived of money to the extent i pack bentos to school now. So what's on the menu, 5 pieces of bread filled with white chicken and mash potato. Healthy and nutritious. I'm getting used to it. Although i feel like eating better stuffs, i'll just put myself down with, it's unhealthy. Don't spoil your appetite and training regime. I forgot to mention this diet helps me improve my training in the weirdest way. But it does.

So i guess i'm killing many birds with a stone.

summer's ending

2006-09-04T22:05:00.000-07:00

Back in singapore when i see people jogging with pullovers, i'll seriously laugh my ass off at them. It's already like a furnace back home in singapore already and whatnot making yourself baked with the pullovers when jogging. However i take back what i said now. Having the itch all over my body to train i couldn't help but wake up in the morning and go out for a run in singlet and shorts. When i came out of the bathroom irene's mom insisted that i wore a pullover when i run. I felt stupid because i wasn't looking outside the box, how foolish can i be thinking that it's like singapore. Man. I stepped out of the house and almost froze even with the pullover, i ran several times round a park and the cold seriously bites. Awww. i was gasping for air and that's when i realised that the air was freezing cold. I can't imagine what it'll be like without the pullovers.

Although the scenery here is really beautiful, i really appreciate the smallness of singapore, it's convenient to get around but down here, it's really troublesome, the skytrain is fast but the distance between towns are really far apart. Went to chinatown few days ago and it's really like a slump area. Many drug addicts but many other nice things as well. The society here is somewhat better in general than singapore but the bad society here is a lot worse than that of singapore. So,i guess singapore is still the safest.

This is the mountain i saw when i was on the seabus to north vancouver. i think it'll be really cool when it's winter time.

This is gas town's trademark. The steam clock,runs totally on steam.

The huge statue,i forgot it's name,i just know it's making both of us look tiny.

The triceretops, that wouldn't bite.

North vancouver.

The science goblet near chinatown.

mainstreet station

Vancouver

2006-09-01T11:44:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry to update only now. it's been really busy for me. from the exams and finally settling down here in vancouver. i've to admit that it's actually a blessing to have changi airport after i've seen japan's airport. helluva difference. I'd be a little patriotic for once and say that singapore really has the best airport. It's a pretty good experience to fly on your own, and damn i am so sick of the movies on japan airlines, been watching it for more than 10 hours, i've no choice but to ask the air stewardess for some wine to make me sleep. When i was transitting in japan, my phone couldn't get any signal at all. man.. and i was seriously scared that irene will not know where i'll be waiting for her at vancouver airport. But thank god, the signal's back when i landed in vancouver and thus here i am typing this entry. The weather here is fantastic. But just that the food sold here is pretty pinchy on your wallet. So kenneth told me, "for you yourself, stay at home for meals or learn to cook!".

The best part of this trip is of course,seeing her and spending quality time with her. Although it's only 26 days, at least it's better than that of 1 year whereby there's no quality time at all. had a wonderful night at ern's place with him and jc the night before my departure. great stay over session man. i'll bring booze next time and we'll do away with the cadbury boost.

richmond night market

standley park

Tribute to Kenneth

2006-08-18T22:12:00.000-07:00

Alright it's time to clear the fungus growing on this blog.
I believe in everyones' life, they will come across friends, who departs for another side of the globe.
Yes. my buddy kenneth will be on his way to montreal this evening. I've known him since primary school, a great buddy, and someone who is well tempered regardless of what life smacks him with.
We were at starbucks yesterday and he asked me what goals am i intending to fulfil for the next few years. And that struck me, cos i really had no idea, other than what i'm intending to do in the future, i have totally no goals in mind for now. Weird isn't it. But well, i'll think of it somehow.

this's a little dark but still visible i think, kenneth's elbow. he's on the right.

But while i think of it, i'd like to say bon voyage to kenneth, and i'll see you soon in canada. Regardless of whether in life you have plenty of friends, or just a few, it doesn't matter, what matters most is that they stay in your lives. And for me,this applies to all of my peeps, poly, secondary. You're all the man, and ermm..woman. =)

Sakae gym

2006-07-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since i last updated. It's gonna be end of july soon and i'm looking forward to august. August 26th. The day where i'll be flying over to vancouver to see honey,yup it's confirmed . I've bought the tickets,worth every penny is what i would say really. Alright,Since 1st of june i've been working at sakae sushi. I believe everyone knows the green frog signboard that writes sakae sushi. Work is really sucky, there's times where i'd really feel like quitting but the thing holding me back is that i don't hafta take any form of transport to get there because it's only a 3 minutes sprint from my house to the restaurant. Not literally though. Alright so what do i do there, oh i get serious bisceps and behavioural hunger management training over there.

I don't really mind the bisceps training i get in sakae because i'm pretty toned by coach so it's quite alright still for me to carry 15 chawanmushi on my left hand and writing orders using the other hand. What i really can't take is the hunger training in sakae sushi, what do i mean, when you're seriously hungry and you thought (i emphasise thought) that you could grab some sushi in the kitchen when they're gonna throw it away at the end of the day anyway. you're wrong. Because that is gonna land you in shit so deep that the manager will literally say Sayonara to you. So sakae sushi will mould you slowly into a sakae sushi-lifter. To take a plate from the conveyor belt when no one is looking and stuff it in your mouth in a totally barbaric way so as to finish that sushi in thirty seconds and immediately take a cup of water and pretend drinking it while the manager steps into the pantry and asks what are you doing. "Cooling down sir" that's what i'll say when the sushi swims down my throat with the huge gulps of water.

But i think i'll continue staying on this job as the manager has approved me resigning for 2 months (because i hafta go vancouver and handle the exams) and re-joining after coming back from vancouver. Oh well..why not make more money for the 2nd trip to vancouver eh?Alright all the best to all taking econs test tomorrow.

August 26 and many more

2006-05-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

I can't control my tears.It's flowing like a waterfall for almost the entire day already.Honey has left singapore to vancouver.In other words migrated there.I knew this day right from the start of our relationship,she told me and i said,what's half a globe when i would even fly to mars to see you. And then..time zoomed past us and now she is in the process of getting there already.I'm sad.I really am.I know i'll stay true and be faithful and will go visit her right after my last paper,august 26th. We embraced each other at the airport with tears, her parents were crying with us too. When they left for the gates,she told me that she'll sms me when she lands and we'll schedule skype sessions so as to keep our relationship going. I'm really touched by what she gave me at the airport. A card. Which meant too much. when i thought that i cried a lot when we embraced before i miss her for some time at the airport, my tears flowed more uncontrollably when i read the contents of the card. And from here i know that our relationship has gone a step higher,We plan to get engaged after my educations and sneer me if you want to cos i won't be affected. And we'll definitely wait for each other. That's assured.

Impossible is just a small word thrown around by people who doesn't treasure what they have and see no future in whatsoever stuffs that relates to it.However. I see future,and she sees it too.That's all i need. 2063 dollars for the air ticket? Expensive. But worthe every penny. Honey if you're reading this. I just wanna say i love you. And i'll always be your man. No worries alright?. muacks.

Food allergy-AGAIN

2006-04-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

Ever had big reddish marks on your body which itch? Seriously..you won't wanna try,I don't know what i ate and BAM.I felt itchy all over suddenly and when i saw what was popping out of my skin,it really freaked me out. I thought it was gonna be ok soon and went to honey's house and when her aunt,who works as a nurse saw my condition,she immediately said it was a case of food allergy. I took this small little yellow pill that she advised me to have and i really should not have underestimated the power it had. I felt like i was in dreamland soon after the side effects came in and i took a cab back home. And now it's resurfacing again!! damn. what the hell did i just eat that caused this stupid allergy problem man!

Oh well..i'll take the pills again later. Anyway i went to look for honey today and celebrated our 9 months anniversary despite the fact that she has to work. When there's a will there's a way. well..it's time to take the pills,before i peel my entire skin. ARH!

work

2006-04-14T09:26:00.001-07:00

Sorry for the recent lack of updates folks.I was busy working like a mad man the past 2 weeks and i guess i won't really have much time to catch a breath anymore as i have to keep the pace going for my vancouver air ticket.

Anyway..i'll do a proper update when i update next time. really gotta crash. i miss my bed.
:(

zoo-anniversary

2006-03-25T04:27:00.000-08:00

NOTE:LONG POST

So i went to the zoo for my 8 months anniversary.Well,it wasn't as bad as i thought,in fact,it was so much better,and i seriously liked it.

There's cheers at the entrance of the zoo.See,i told you the zoo ain't that bad,it's not that wild everywhere.

It's mr peacock welcoming us when we began our zoo-sary walk.

We saw this goat lazing around in the morning and decided to take a shot hoping to capture it in our background,well,we did..but perhaps it's a little camera shy.

Then we saw this camel actually posing for the camera.Wow he sure feels so photogenic,see,this is the life you get in the zoo,posing,lazing and feeding.So much difference from the wild eh.

It sure looked like the 3 bears without goldilocks.Alright i was kidding,they are not the characters associated with goldilocks,they're just black bears that can kill you with a slap when they grow up.

We tried to capture the shot with the bears enclosure as the background,but well,guessed the bears went back to their hole to have their porridge.

And we did capture this animal "i forgot what it's called" in our background.

Who says polar bears can only be in those cold regions,look how happy he is enjoying sauna in the zoo.

So we headed for the animal show which starts at 10.30am and we saw this native man performing some high pitched screams and pipe blowing skills.cool.

This is what i call the battle between the orangutan and the white man.Alright what they were trying to do is to compete who can pry open the coconut first.It's obvious who won isn't it.That orangutan has the strength of 4 men.My my,i won't wanna be pried open by it.

And here is the sealion in action

When i saw it leaping out of the water like this i wondered how it did that,but perhaps it's inborn in them.

The baby who's so amazed by the performances by the animals,"I'm gonna be an animal trainer someday".

I actually thought penguins were jackasses when i saw this,but,it's just another name for a different type of penguins -_-

They are cute,chubby,and can't fly although they are part of the bird family.However,they are like torpedoes in the water.

It looked like godzilla to me,but it's not.Just some huge crocodile taking its afternoon nap.

The lake placid and bamboo groove background.

Alright,we've come to the zebra crossing now,except that there're no vehicles of all sorts.Just zebras.

This cute little thing (sorry i forgot what it's called) is actually doing sentry duty.SENTRY DUTY,without any weapons though.

Here i present to you the chronicles of narnia,hmmm not exactly i think,i stood there for a good 5 minutes and tried making it roar but nevertheless,it didn't!! ah...lazy lion.

My personal favourite,white skin with a pair of ocean liked blue eyes.Captivating isn't it.

irony no more

2006-03-23T03:50:00.000-08:00

The results were out yesterday and i won't say mine is much of a hoo ha or whatsover,didn't fail any modules but didn't really aced any either.Oh well,i just hope i get to major in what i chose.Again,It's only a hope and a preferred choice.I think i'll still live with it even if i get what i didn't choose to major in.

Honey came back from thailand last week and she got me something that i least expected.I remember chancing upon this unique metallic nanchuks (which is interchangable,it can be transformed into a metal bar instead if you don't feel like swinging it) when i went for my genting honeymoon,i really had the urge to buy it at that instance after trying a few moves with it.But ya know how strict and ridiculous singapore's custom is,i'll definitely be screened as i'm travelling via tour buses,thus i can only leave with that heavy heart as i clicked my tongue in irony.

Knowing me inside out,my honey got the nanchuks on her bangkok shopping spree and managed to bring it back for me! wow. That was really sweet and thoughtful of you honey.Simply loved it.Of course she bought me many other stuffs too as things there were really cheap.We're gonna go to the Zoo tomorrow to celebrate our 8 months anniversary.I know you're raising your eyebrow in disbelief but yes you heard me right, it's the Zoo.It's not as bad as you think it is.I'll show you when i update again.

lovely trip

2006-03-15T07:58:00.000-08:00

I know it's been quite some time since my last update.Went genting with honey and it was really fun and lovely.It's 6000 feet high up above and so much more.The price of the things sold there weren't really that cheap,however the food sold at Kenny Roger's there was almost half the price of that if you were eating in singapore.We didn't go into the theme park to try those adrenaline pumping rides,not after watching final destination 3.Well,we put the money into good use instead,so we used it to shop around and caught 2 movies there.It's only 5 bucks per movie ticket.Alright i shall upload the pictures now.

Hills or should i say mountains obscured by the thin clouds.Beautiful sight.

It's really hard not to try the coffee there at starbucks when it's directly within the premises of the hotel we stayed in.

Though the ferris wheel wasn't that big,it's enough to put a smile on my honey's face upon seeing the beautiful sight of the entire plaza.

SAY CHEESE

slienced

2006-03-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

It doesn't mean i ain't feeling agitated when i ain't even saying anything YET.I'm still trying to get back to reality despite it being so surreal.How on earth did someone i regard as a brother,a someone whom i can confide in,turn into someone who's so unbelivably hostile towards people around him,or to put it in other words,turning his back on those people whom regarded him as a friend,let me just name him "X".I can't believe the change i am witnessing now from X.I was on my way to little bernard's place when i suddenly recieved a message from my coach.It wrote "training as usual on wednesday,for people who're not keen,please let me know so that i won't jam your phone with irrelevant messages." I was shocked of course and probed to ask what's happening to my coach,i mean he knew that i regard martial arts highly and can't possibly let this passion just die off.I knew he was talking about X,as he replied."Not you louis."

So i was then thrown into a state of confusion and shock as i know who my coach is referring to.Man,this is atrocious,from the message i think X might have sent a pretty nasty message to coach telling him to stop bothering him and stuffs.Once again,i'm not trying to jump into any conclusion that it was him.The picture just fits into it too nicely.X is now on a digressed path and i don't think anyone has the capability to bring him back unless he changes for the better.If he doesn't,i'm not shocked if one day he'll be stranded all alone,without any friends to be his rapport when needed.

"This is an extract from louis's file.Ironically,it's a pretty bad one."

time to de-stress

2006-03-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

Alright folks, sorry for the recent lack of update.I was having my exams and i've just thrown that boulder termed "java" off my sore shoulder.I seriously have no idea how i'm gonna fare in this semestral exam though,so i guess i should get into real de-stressing mode till the verdict is out.Anyway my class held this post exam barbeque at ernest's place yesterday night,the food was great and everyone was pretty much enjoying themselves.Jc,chee boon,honey and i were the only ones who stayed over and i guess my honey and i are not really that specialised in battling heavy eyelids,as compared to the remaining three musketeers.

After i came out of the bathroom i accompanied my honey to the bedroom upstairs.I laid beside her and thought that i shall just switch off the lights and just lie down for maybe an hour or so.Well i guess i should've known better,by the time i woke up,the glaring rays of sunlight were already seeping through the little gaps of the curtain.I must admit that ernest's bed is so comfortable that i think his bed could be one of the best cures for insomnia.

I think my holidays will be filled with much fun,love and laughter.Gonna go genting with honey and thereafter an interview together with Jc and ernest at cafe cartel next week.I think we should be able to get in.

Time for medicine

2006-02-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

I am so weak right now.I woke up this morning and felt so lethargic,i thought it was normal cause perhaps i just woke up.Made myself a warm cup of coffee and thought the lethargicness i felt will be gone after the power of caffeine seeps in.But hell no,my back started aching and my limbs seemed like jelly.Oh well,popped in some pills and hope i'm gonna recover soon.

Exams will commence in just two more days and i'm pretty nervous about it cause there're still questions which i can't really answer despite reading the bloody notes.I just hope i'll scrape through.Math is the first paper,what a nightmare.Math makes me mad,seems to tally quite a lot.Anyway i guess i'm not alone agreeing with this theory regarding maths.

happy v'day

2006-02-14T07:28:00.000-08:00

Happy valentines day everyone.

i really had a great valentines day today.My day started off with me battling crowds to get a bouquet of flowers to sweeten the morning when i meet my honey before going for my presentation.The presentation didn't really went that smoothly because i guess we've all sortta forgotten what we're supposed to touch on thanks to the 1 week grace forced upon us.Oh well,i guess the teachers ain't in the mood for judging either cos they might just be too occupied with Vday plans.

Went to Suntec city after the presentation and finally settled at this restaurant in marina square.The food is good and the servings are really huge.We had to share that main course,so i was lucky in a sense that i didn't to order another set.After the meal we had ice cream at Anderson's.It was quality ice cream that's worth the money.Oh, and we met li jia and mag,it's been ages since i saw them.

We strolled around after that with the intention of digesting our bulging stomachs.Went to the esplande to enjoy the romantic scenery and i gave her the present there,it's something like a photo book thingy with captions hand written by me.Guess what,the present she gave me was somewhat similar to what i've given her! Oh man.It's very nice.I knew our hearts were linked.well..i wish everyone had a great Vday out there.

do not be fooled

2006-02-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

ya know.i've just recieved this mail forwarded by so many people to my mailbox that aroused my curiosity.so..i clicked on it.this is how it goes

From: Sankhala, Suresh Singh
Sent: Monday, July 18, 2005 12:48 PM
Subject: UK Requirement

Dear Friends,
Please do not take this for a junk letter. Bill Gates is sharing his fortune. If you ignore this you will repent later. Microsoft and AOL are now the largest Internet companies and in an effort to make sure that Internet Explorer remains the most widely used program, Microsoft and AOL are running an e-mail beta test.

When you forward this e-mail to friends, Microsoft can and will track it (if you are a Microsoft Windows user) for a two week time period.

For every person that you forward this e-mail to, Microsoft will pay you $245.00, for every person that you sent it to that forwards it on, Microsoft will pay you $243.00 and for every third person that receives it, you will be paid $241.00. Within two week! s, Microsoft will contact you for your address and then send you a cheque.

Regards.
Charles S. Bailey
General Manager Field Operations
1-800-842-2332 Ext. 1085 or 904-245-1085 or RNX 292-1085

well it's actually obvious to me that this is just another junk mail with the intention of playing with greed in us to speculate chains of mails.well..you don't have to listen fully to what i've just said,it's just my opinion.kinda lame isn't it..think about it.What on earth just struck bill gates to give away his money to people that's not even related to him.put yourself in his shoes and think,would you give your money away in huge amounts,to people that you have no idea of?

anyway.it's v'day tomorrow.so..guys.do what you should do to make the day sweet for your other half eh.happy v'day in advance! =)

lips hurt

2006-02-10T20:33:00.000-08:00

The wound on my lips just made me feel so irritated.damn.I was training a few days ago and actually we're just doing some basic drills and stuffs.But,when we increased our speed and strength,it unintentionally became a sparring session eventually,cos by then we were already in the ring and holding our fighting stance.Kinda weird but still fought,i found a loophole and kicked till he knelt down,but damn..i was so overconfident that the kick had crippled him so i let down my guard and damn,he landed a very soft punch from his painful position and theorotically it shouldn't be a problem,but man!iforgot to wear my mouth guard and bit my lips hard! .i've learnt my lesson.arh!

Anyway.had a good day yesterday,went to bugis with honey.We ate almost throughout the whole day! lolx..can't blame ya know..there're really lotsa nice and good food around us all the time.Exams are gonna start real soon.and man..that is trouble for me.well..all the best to all for the upcoming exams, matt and jian min all the best for the comp in feb. =)

love

2006-02-05T04:56:00.000-08:00

so how do you define happiness really?Different people define it in different ways.Mine? I'm happy enough to be with my honey.Its been great having her by my side and i'll trade anything for it.what's fortune,luxury,nice stuffs and beautiful places when i can't even share it with my beloved darling?
I gave my honey a ring as a birthday gift.To me giving a ring to someone is not just somthing superficial,in fact,it means a lot more.It means that person is really important to me and i'm giving her a symbol of trust and recognition that can be worn,seen and felt on her finger.And whatnot,i've given it to my honey.i love her.To people out there who're in love,love your other half wholeheartedly and commit to the relationship,cos that's what love should be like.people who're fickle minded,are people who ain't worthy of a relationship and will be those who won't be showered with love.valentine's day is hot on it's toes.Do something special or tell your other half how much you love him or her even tough it's mushy.It's mushy,but heartfelt and warming.Cos It's love. =)

What's UP?

2006-01-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

Alright,at last the damn sun can finally be seen after 2 weeks of bad weather.well..i guess when the sun's fully up and blasting again,we'll miss the rain.I was reading a person's blog when i stumbled upon this and find the resemblance,a little bit funny.pardon me if you're reading and is apparently a hard core fan of andy lau.

what's so nice up there really?i won't be shocked if i go into 7 eleven later to find most models posing like this.ha..i got this picture from kennysia's web.it's a very entertaining blog i would say.ha.

what really will shock me is to see participants of the upcoming superband,singapore idol and campus superstar all singing and posing this way to the camera.Ha!

a glimmer of hope

2006-01-06T22:43:00.000-08:00

The recent common test week that ended yesterday was much less of a sad one for me.Sad because the questions that appeared when i flipped open the questionare was well..a little dampening.I don't know if it's due to the last minute readings or the anxiety within me that screwed it,i totally forgot and mixed up the wrong formulas for one of the papers and i seriously hope they won't penalise me for error brought forward because the other later sections of the questions are that which i've done correctly.

Well..perhaps i'm to be blamed for all these too,but no point crying over spilt milk now.I feel that perhaps it's time to touch the books and not repeat this kinda situation again.There's really a lot to do for next week.Project deadlines are always felt and what's more,the semestral exam will start in a month or less.It just shoves me off and send some cold creepy sensation down my spine when i look at my calender.

I was having my regular dosage of coffee one morning when i happened to watch channel news asia.The first case of human birdflu was reported and it struck me in an epiphany that the end of the world has commenced already.So what if the cure for H5N1 virus will soon be found?It's naive to think that there'll be no other kinds of viruses that will attack us again.But once again,as an optimistic person,i should believe that humans will always fight and protect ourselves so as to let future generations live on. As long as there's a glimmer of hope,anything can be done.

2006

2005-12-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

I was flipping through my java book and man..got stuck in a particular section.i can't really understand that particular section which sounded like greek to me when i tried forcing it down my brain.oh well..i guess i hafta ask my dear to explain the greek section to me.ha.

Anyway..in a few hours time..it's gonna be the new year,2006.wow..i can't believe that a year has just passed so fast.But well..it's another new year and i guess there'll be new hopes,goals and stuffs to achieve.i think the streets are gonna be packed again tonight,with people spraying party ribbons on passers-by and whatnot..my friend just ranted his unpleasant encounter regarding spraying of party ribbons to me.well..what really struck his nerve was that he was walking down and squeezing past the suffocating crowds in town with his friends and got sprayed by this group of people.

oh..and when he added on regarding the people that sprayed him,the unmistakably frustration and racism just punched into his tone. "Those fucking Blangahs.I think they should spray on themselves and not waste it on passers-by to prevent accidents from happening man!!" he said.
For those who can't really understand what he said..actually he meant those blangahs were too black(racism) ,thus they should be considerate and use the spray on themselves to improve visibility at night for the sake of lesser hit and run cases on the road.especially at night.

And i think he wore his favourite shirt when he was being sprayed at.so..i guess he was just one of the unlucky ones who got sprayed at on christmas.ha.oh yes..thank god julian is out of the ICU and recuperating at home now.It's a perfect christmas gift to his parents upon seeing him get better.anyway..all the best to everyone in the new year that's hot on it's toes.enjoy the night celebrating =)

fucktard quiz for christmas

2005-12-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

It's been about a month or so since i've last updated yeah?so i guess i better get cracking else fungus really starts growing all around my monitor screen.its the month of christmas and i guess everyone's pretty caught up with time- hitting malls and fighting crowds to get their hands on last minute christmas presents or honey baked ham perhaps.well..my school declared an e-learning week for all students to access lessons online,but i think it's pretty much of a bullshit concept that's been implemented.the traffic was so heavy that it took at least 5 minutes to get a bloody page loaded.The irony is that i'm using cable.so..my sympathies to 56k modem users.

The worse thing about the e-learning week is not the heavy online traffic,it's quizzes that we're supposed to attempt.So what's that bad about quizzes anyway?well..it's slower than the already SLOW web,what's more,i failed one of them.well..this's how lecturers spam us with christmas presents for this festive season.

I've been pushing myself more and more when i go down for training at my martial arts place.i guess i'm enjoying it.fantastic long distance runs with a series of continuous exhausting training schedules by coach.Sometimes when i'm running,certain things will hit me while my legs are working.Many things happened recently,julian(a great buddy of mine)
was hospitalised and is still in the ICU.i hope he's out already.he's been in there for more than a month.damn.when i visited him,i wished that the next time when i visit him,it'll not be at the hospital but his place.What's more,another buddy of mine just left for montreal today.Most probably the next time when i see him,it's not gonna be in singapore,cos he's gonna stay there for good.well..kenneth.i guess you'll hafta play a good host when i go over man.

Well..at least christmas will be spent with my sweetie.so..i think it'll be great.to all my peeps out there.MERRY CHRISTMAS and happy holidays man! =)

cold days

2005-11-25T21:36:00.000-08:00

The cold nowadays just seemed to seep through my bones and perhaps freeze some joints or something that results in slow motion movements in my limbs.School's been alright lately,but..i'm still late for lessons that start at 8.30 or 9(as always)..well..can't be helped..i'll do something about it..*grins*.

Caught harry potter with my dear on wednesday.it was cool.the graphics were fantastic.
Didn't really have time to catch that jaw dropping TOM YUNG GOONG..but well..the vcd will appear in the market faster than i anticipated.it's been proven.just take initial D as an example.

Have to work this sunday.i hope i won't be a bartender again.i just don't understand why people say i'm lucky to be in the bar.i'll be most willingly to swop with them and be a waitor inside the ballroom.well..ha..i seriously feel i've gotta find another alternative..hmmm..have to ask around for jobs again.yawns~

reminiscing?i'm not.

2005-11-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

school commenced for quite a while now and i'm seriously still in the snoozing mood.yeah..i know..you snooze you lose..but,i'm still trying to rocket out from the snoozing world.gems lesson was great although i skipped this week's lesson..well..we are allowed to skip 4 lessons the most.ha..so..i'm still left with 3!! wahaha.
went to the cafe with the peeps today and well..nothing much changed there..the nice smell of food and caffeine still wafts in the air,students mugging in their seats,drowning themselves with cups of coffee.i used to do that during the hectic o's period.(perhaps my addiction for coffee started this way lolx).it's been a year since i'm freed from the reins of the rules and regulations of secondary school life.i don't and i won't reminisce that.haha.
i feel i'll fight in the competition nxt year.but..i'm still training for it..ha..although i hate punches landing on my face but i figured that if i'm good,the face can be spared..ha..that's why there's a need to keep training haha.i'll drag myself out from the snoozing world.i must.

i'm so lazy

2005-11-01T06:33:00.000-08:00

man..i'm so lazy nowadays..i skipped school on monday and..i felt bad
so..i'm gonna go school tomorrow although it starts at 9.
i'll wake up. somehow. =x
watched several movies lately..and the best so far in my top chart is still goal..wahaha..
it was fantastic.i'm not a soccer player or someone who likes to play soccer.but.that movie was just fantastic.two thumbs up !!
the next movie i wanna watch..haha..TOM YUNG GOONG(i think it's spelled this way haha)
it's a kickass movie starring the famous ong bak guy..wohOoO..he's inspiring.
and..i need inspirations. =X

getting updated

2005-10-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

it's a sunday afternoon at jurong point,and it's filled with a whole lot of people..well..it's unusually too many in the afternoon.they were all clogged in areas watching the tournanment.yes.there was a tournanment of sanda(a martial art thingy that i'm practising) going on and well..i guess those peeps were just enjoying what they are looking at.brutality,speed,agression and agony.i was one of them in the crowd,how could i miss the fights that's held once a year.so..i just stood there for 2 whole hours watching the bouts..and seriously..i think that jurong point is damn budget..considering the fact that they've only set up a so called "arena" which i think isn't even good enough. and there's always this security guard pacing up and down telling people not to clog the walking pavement area..man..luckily i wasn't
stopped by that guard.

else..ha..it's just irritating.well..i'm tempted to fight next year in the competition..but..i just don't like the training package my coach would offer me that comes along with the competition..besides..i love my face too much.so..i'm still pending i guess.ha.

ha..life's boring recently..i keep going to my club to train after seeing how some people fought in the competition.well..apart from that..it's spending time with mrs lee,sleeping and going out with my peeps.but..i read a blog which was so entertaining that i just can't stop laughing..it's recent post is commenting on an over-egoistic pop/punk/rock guy..who don't really even fit the bill to sing twinkle twinkle little star.ha.it's funny..go look at it.http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/

resurrection

2005-10-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

alright..i'm blogging again. FINALLY eh?ha. it's been busy the past few weeks though..exams were part of the shitty schedule and i seriously think i screwed up some of the papers pretty badly..man..i don't even dare to even anticipate what my results will be like.ha.
just came back from the chalet organised by my secondary school peeps..man..catching up with them's cool..and.it's good to see everybody doing fine in their lives man.well..will upload the chalet pics soon.
the best thing is..i'm heading to another chalet next week..ha.it's my class chalet..so..i guess it'll be fun haha.
i've not been working on my legs lately and i guess i must pull up my socks soon..else i lose the flexibility and power and get thrashed in the ring.hmm..i'll train.after resting enough i think.ha.
man..feel like crashing alreday..update soon man.
~crashed

bored life

2005-09-13T08:44:00.000-07:00

life sucks recently..

i'm having the sleeping syndromes more often

what's more..

exams are coming...

and i guess i'll have to start mugging..before i need to retake a module which's an entire waste of time.

sorry if i ain't blogging nowadays..

too caught up with life to do so..

but..i guess i'll be back soon..wait for me alright?

u guys miss me..admit it =X lolx.

fiction

2005-08-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

The characters mentioned here are all fictional.Any resemblance to real live peeps around me are just coincidental.
*A typical thursday morning,the alarm rang,as usual,i'll hit the snooze button.ironically,i just didn't to that today.instead,i hit the stop button.therefore..the alarm stopped ringing and i slept like a log till 8.45,when lesson starts at 9.oh well..i missed the first lecture of the day and rushed down to school for the presentaion my group and i was supposed to do.

Barging in like an intruder when a group presenting before me was presenting their stuffs to the class,i quickly settled down and listened to their presentation.However,something just caught my ears."rocker" asked plenty of questions to the group presenting.At first i thought he was helping them,but then,i seriously think he ain't,it's more like he was asking for the sake of asking.*note,his english is good.But seriously,i ain't impressed.so what if you're good?don't flaunt it in front of me."Then.it's our turn.

I admit that not much preperation was done for this presentation,so...we did an impromptu presentation and i guess we pretty much blended in and almost fooled the crowd.i know it's wrong..but..who wouldn't wanna seem confident when they're not?then..*rocker* stepped on my tail.he asked plenty of questions and i just replied in a very harsh manner..at that moment,i just felt so pissed,that whatever he says,i just fished it back with my harshest and calmest replies.i think my teacher felt that it was more like a debating session than a QNA session.

After the entire presentation,i did feel guilty for being that harsh to *rocker*.i didn't know why i was so pissed.so..i sincerely apologise to you dude,i just wish the word hate will not appear that much in my dictionary.i dislike the feeling of hating anything.i'm sorry dude.

This is just a story.don't take it into account as it's just a part extracted from the tw's files.

untitled-my sweetie mrs lee

2005-08-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

Alright..it has been centuries since i last posted a decent entry.my cousin asked me how come all my recent entries are linked to sleep.well...i'm having a taxed life man~But well..thank goodness there's someone who made it less taxing. she is none other than my sweetie mrs lee.

What can i say about her..well well,a green tea addict,orange fan and recently...i think she got my sleeping disease.yeah..perhaps that'll be her new found hobby. It's been great knowing her and i'd like to thank her for trusting me..and embarking this wonderful journey with me. "i did say i wanted a hot chick,i did say i wanted someone extraordinary, and i also did say i wanted someone who'll love me as much as i will or did". But what i didn't say was that i wanted mrs lee more than all those mentioned earlier.those things which i've said is already redundant to me.she made me realise the great depths i'll go, to just show my love for her.*note,never have i done that much for any other gal* lolx..and i'm glad that mrs lee made me bring out the best in me.Perhaps someday i might just crash..but..i know she'll assure me that this will never happen,because mrs lee..you're awesome.muacks.

i need my bed

2005-08-16T20:34:00.000-07:00

i seriously feel my life is so high..damn.Projects keep bombarding me..and the word is KEEP..cos it's in a continuous action.damn.so what if there's sufficient time to complete all of em..fucking shit..it's just affecting me too much..as in affecting my sleeping time. ZzZz

getting updated

2005-08-05T09:37:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry if i haven't been updating for decades..well..i'm back..haha..at least i didn't take too long a century eh?ha..well well..many things happen these past few days and well..

tuesday-had wcd test..darn..think i screwed it..i'm gonna fail big time..sweetie was sick that day and well..i sent her home and went to jc's house for the cookie marathon..i felt quite bad leaving at 12 when ernest and him stayed till 4 to complete the marathon..i sincerely apologise to u guys man..jc..the cookies were awesome.two thumbs up!

wednesday-The cookie guys,"jc,ernest zhijian and i".We sold cookies at this flea market thingy and boy..it was fun..i implemented the tingwei's fedex system to ngee ann poly and i think the sales were better than i expected..thanks to all the peeps in ngee ann that bought from me man!ha.there was this lady that's super "unique" on the physical..the guys know what i mean..lolx..don't portray in the wrong way..lolx.thanks to her she contributed to our sales too..she bought from us and helped advertise our cookies.ha..thanks a lot..ironically..i still don't know her name.ha.i guess it's ok la.haha.great day man!!we're cool..we rock..we dominated the cookie realms..hahaha.

thurs-ponned wcd lesson today and caught a show with my peeps..haha..in the end i was late for my project and didn't have to go back cos they already finished the discussion.sorry guys..i'll do what i can to help make the project a good one. ;)

fri-had dinner with my uncle today..it's awesome..the food..wow..ha..had it at tony roma..it's known for it's ribs..but i didn't think it's really that nice..i preferred the chicken..oh yah..went for the interview with jc ,ernest, zhijian and kingsley...hmm..think the working ambience there is pretty cool..but pay wise...hmm..lolx..i think i should be fine with it.ha.
well..that's all for today..hope tomorrow will be a good day.

my life~

2005-07-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

First things first,sorry for not blogging for such a long time..centuries perhaps..i know..but recently life's been taxing..thus,i am not able to spare time for blogging.yeah.Anyway..life is becoming more and more taxing each week,work load,stress and other factors are piling up like nobody's business..lolx.yeah..moreover,i think i'm having some sortta cursed week for this week and the last one.i just don't know why i felt this way.perhaps.things didn't really go well for me.i can't blame anyone except for me.I'm just too blur,that's what my sweetie told me.that's why my sweetie is so alert,cos i am the blur one.I think i'm becoming a sleep walking corpse real soon.i'm always feeling sleepy and i just have no idea how to control this.Is there some sortta way which i could implement to stop all these zZz monsters from attacking me?arh..damn..well,what can i say..poly ain't fun.it's sleep depriving i guess.ha.

blurness

2005-07-04T06:13:00.001-07:00

this is absurd..i can't believe it..i just can't believe what i'm doing..it's horribly absurd.i did a test just now..and i was so stupid..arh..how could i be that blur as to miss out certain stuffs and did the entire test like there was no problem at all?arhhh..shit..i know it's no point crying over spilt milk now but...arhh..ya know the agitation that seeps in when you know you could've avoided the mistake?arh...this is so damn...frustrating..arh..
well..so much for the intense heat..recently i'm swimming in stress,deprivation of sleep and many other stuffs.i need to manage my time..but i just don't know why the sleeping bug just loves bugging me..arhh...it's so sickening man..yesterday i was supposed to study but in the end i ended up closing my eyes in surrender to the sleeping bug.perhaps in my dreams i was holding a white flag in surrender to the sleeping bug..oh well~perhaps i should include coffee back in my life.ha

i'm blithe

2005-06-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

went over to see her just now..and now i've finally understood why they say the best things are for free..i just feel like melting when she smiles..that's something free which is priceless..pricelessly sensational.
i'm having a hard time balancing studies..and certain stuffs..hmmm..must really figure out someway to help me get my studies back on the track.

happy daddy's day

2005-06-21T23:08:00.000-07:00

alright..first things first..i'm sorry for the delay..but..better late than never..muahaha..happy daddy's day dad!haha..thanks for raising me up..though at times we quarrel..but i guess this are just some ways to spice up our mundane lives..haha.but obviously hope we don't do that too often eh?haha..anyway..sorry for forgetting sunday was daddy's day..haha..it wasn't intentional..haha.i'll give ya a treat someday dad..don't worry bout it..wahaha.
ok..this is weird..i'd feel lethargic outta a sudden in class everyday..yes..and the keyword is everyday man..oh well~why's this happening man..haha..i tried not drinking coffee for like a day...haha..and now i'm already beginning to crave for it man..oh well..haha.ok..i must continue to fight my addiction to coffee..wahahha..but..i won't know if i can controol myself when the smell of coffee hits my nose..haha.
ah well~perhaps i would..anyway,i'm so bored that i can rant through an entry.ha..well..boredom kills.. ha.

sleep

2005-06-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

OK..i can finally set my hands on weekend.no work,no worries..just do whatever i feel i should do..ha..however it seems like weekend is gonna end in just a jiffy..arh...no wonder it's called "weekend" cos it's pronounced as WEAKEND instead..haha."weakend".
projects seem to be bombarding my life lately..and i just can't figure out why even though i have 6 to 7 hours of sleep daily..i still have the tendency to be attacked by the ZzZz monster in class..arhh...such irony isn't it.and so i have to depend on coffee.well~i know too much caffeine is bad..but..haha..i just need more time to get more life..haha..
well..perhaps i should try drinking milk instead to fight the ZzZz monster eh?but..i don't know if it'll work..lolx..haha..maybe i'd try.someday.haha.

2005-06-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

caffeine is bad for health.wow~this didn't even occur to me when i was a coffee addict.however i think i'm beginning to get a little health conscious.lolx..i was shocked too eh..haha..but..i am seriously depending on coffee almost everyday.arh...well..my life's taxing..i need sleep..that's it. ;)

dry topics

2005-06-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

ok this is what i call really dry.i've got this module and it's called uwos..some windows operating systems thingy.THIS IS SERIOUSLY A VERY DRY MODULE.i'm not referring to the lecturers,but instead i'm referring to the module itself..it's more boring than biology..man..can you imagine that?lolx.seriously,i think i need to read up on this module before i get left behind..i totally catch nothing in class..before i start reading..i think i have to go starbucks and say "i'd like to have a cup of latte,and yeah,i want it to be triple shot.thanks" and then i'll wink at the lady serving me,because i think she'll look at me in a way like "man are u going for a movie marathon or something?" lolx.that's how boring uwos can get.well~i have no choice.
ok..it's finally weekend tomorrow.cool~i can sleep like no one's business then.wahaha.anyway,to the lecturer out there taking me for the tutorial classes,i'll try my best to catch what ya say in class..i'm serious. ;)

bam what can i say?we're cleared it man.ha

2005-06-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

alright.we presented that word thingy today and what more can i say or comment on?alright what more can anyone ask for when there's the tounge smart *me*,formidable *Jc* and Awesome *Zhijian*?..perhaps i'll just give 3 words."we're fantastically cool".at least it's a burden less on our backs.but the thought of 3 more projects that's still in the haversacks we're assigned to carry just shuns me off.arh~that can wait.
went to clementi today and man~some ignorant peeps just fished their ciggarettes out irresponsibly when they're still in the boundaries of the mrt station,so it came to me in an epiphany that those cameras that's installed in those stations are pretty much like white elephants eh?arh~that smell that reeks..i just wonder why smoking is ever legal.it stinks,it costs,it hurts,and yeah..most importantly, it's not cool.ah well~so much for a clean and green society eh?i'll be thankful enough if this small nation doesn't turn into a black and grey society.lolx.ok.i guess i'm ringing too much into this smoking stuffs.tsk.
but in conclusion.i guess we did it cool today man.cool~wohoo.ha.

2005-06-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

(left to right) [Jc,zhijian,me] see..we're so hardworking lolx.

2005-06-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

(left to right)[matthew,Jc,zhijian,Me] chilling at the cafe

can i have 36hrs a day?

2005-06-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

alright.seems as though it's been centuries since i last blogged.oh well~ha.here am i once again ;)
i seriously think i have not enough time,i just have no idea why.schooling,trainings and obviously sleeping are all that seemed to appear in my life at the moment,i wanna include more into this life of mine but apparently i just seem to have not enough time!arh..obviously i wanna include dating into it but DATING is something that needs plenty of time.and i'm deprived of it.desperately needing of it.i meant time.i told her that we're gonna go catch a movie and have tea together someday,but now,the problem seems to lie with me because i have no idea how to squeeze in additional time for such stuffs.ok.i meant dating.dating her.well~i guess i'll figure it somehow.and i guess the keyword is "SOMEHOW".
worked as a waitor yesterday,seems to me like a ballroom thingy,banquet and stuffs,well~it was a little taxing on the eye as there were too many things that you have to observe,glasses,tea and stuffs.i almost puked when i served the red wine to some peeps,the smell of the red wine was horrendous,it wafted in the air and hit my nose with a full blow.eeeks..and i still can't figure out how those peeps stand that smell of the wine and ironically,they seemed to be enjoying it.well..i'd say it was quite fun.ha.anyway..think i'll stop here.will pen more things down once i am sortta free.hope i figure out how to squeeze time to ya know...date.ha.but i think that can wait.perhaps after my presentation next week..oh well..ha

i think i need to organise my time

2005-05-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

ok this is day 2.day 2 whereby school really commences.ok.what can i say?it's not as cool as you thought it would be.in fact..i'm feeling sluggish.just have no idea why.perhaps it's because i'm deprived of sleep.in addition,i've been hit with a project that i've totally no confidence in to present next week.great eh?man..this is real crappy.arh..i seriously have no mood to hang out after school anymore..i just wonder how some of my peeps does that..man..ha.perhaps the sleep bug simply loves me.by the way,i'm still on probation for coffee.guess i'll change it to milk.haha
so..perhaps that's why i can't seem to fight the sleepbug.arh..ha.

=sleep walking=

2005-05-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

this's so cool.felt like it's been ages since i woke up after 11 am.lolx.but ironically,it's gonna be done only once per week,and i guess it's gotta be sunday.poly schedules are hectic.man..and after school i just feel so sleepy and lethargic that i just feel like sleeping instead of hanging out with my peeps .sorry peeps.perhaps i need some caffeine.lolx.it's gonna be cca week next week.hmmm..it's gonna be a feast for the eyes.don't get me wrong,i mean many people's eyes including mine will be feasting on the ccas that really interest them or something.yeah.
the weather is perfect for snoozing today,i think i'd continue my sleeping spree.lolx.arhh..ha.i guess i've turned sleeping into my ultimate hobby.lolx.met stephanie yesterday with the intention of asking her to gimme a review or refresh my knowledge regarding matrix,but..we didn't had our textbooks with us.lolx.so..we just crapped around and had lunch.it's good seeing an old pal.ha.

2005-05-28T01:29:00.000-07:00

bernard and i

i need coffee

2005-05-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

Alright..this is so sad man..my timetable totally crashed with my student's,i tried negotiating with his dad regarding this yesterday night but expectedly, i didn't win the negotiation.yeah..so,i went over to bernard's place just now to tutor him for the last time i guess.although i talked to his mom and his mom was sortta reluctant to change another tutor,i told her i just can't fit bernard's schedule.so..i told her when bernard goes to morning session classes,id go back to tutor him,which is like 6 mths time from now?well..of course,i don't expect her to gimme any promises or something,i mean..i can't promise her myself either.guess i just have to go find some other part time jobs eh?ha.well..that obviously can wait i think.
arh..ever since orientation started,i hardly have enough sleep,i'm deprived of sleep and i totally have no idea why man.perhaps i should include coffee back in my life to make me awake.arh..perhaps i'm just a sleepwalking corpse.lately i've been stuck in contradictions.guess i need more time to sieve through my thoughts,and obviously sleeping.ha.

dreams

2005-05-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

Everyone dreams.but what exactly does dream implies?is it pure coincidence that we suddenly dream of something that we really like,or is that particular dream you had trying to sound you out?one of my friend told me that you dream because there is something buried deep within you and you just need some space to let it out..but seriously..is it true?what do ya think?i've had weird dreams.real weird ones.but..i just can't relate those dreams i had to reality..i mean..it's so horribly surreal.there's just no way i can find any links to reality.i admit i'm a guy who bottles some impotant stuffs in me,cos i feel..perhaps some stuffs that's kept in me wasn't what i would define as.."real".well..apparently i'm in my school's computor lab..happily typing away..it just struck me somehow that i should update my blog..lolx.

my class rocks

2005-05-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

today marks the first day of my life in singapore poly's campus.i'm glad to say that my class simply rocks!! *whistles* ha..well..the activities were fun man..what more can i say..they just rock!!! at first i thought it was gonna be a mundane day..but..they just changed my perspective man,lolx..how cool can it be..when everyone was so..pretty alive i mean..lolx.not to forget my leaders,oh..they rock too.lolx.well..but i felt if my old peeps were around,it's gonna be more fun man..well..i promised them i'll still chill out with em..yeah.ha..hope they're doing fine out there man.miss ya guys..take care eh.ha

i'm blithe..muahahaha

2005-05-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

MSN CAN FINALLY BE ACCESSED~WOHOOOOO....I'm OVER THE MOON OR WHATEVER U CALL IT..lolx. alright,i know i'm crazy..anyway,i'd like to say a big thank you to milton,thanks for helping me to fix my com..and also not to forget dingyang,who went through all the trouble to help me get the recovery disc no doubt it was pouring heavily..
a real big thank you to you guys,you guys are just fantastically awesome..*whistles*

time

2005-05-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

alright..this is the 2nd day without msn.life's just not that right without it.i just have to tell myself that i'm somewhat in a camp,yeah right,a camp whereby i am accessible to internet except msn and icq.ironic?i know.so..i think i'll just pen my thoughts down now.
supposedly you know you have to do something,but you weigh the consequences too much and you just have no idea what results you're gonna get.so,under such circumstances,would you still risk it?apparently,i'm stuck between the options of risking it and backing out.so,which exactly is the appropriate one for me?i just have no idea.some peeps told me that i'll get a rough idea what the results would be after some serious analysing,however,this is just not the case for me,i mean,how do you analyse something that cannot be analysed?such irony isn't it?i really want to make it good.but,i guess i can only be in control of things which i'm aware of,sadly,the situation i'm in now offers no chance of control,no hints,no nothing,oh well..this just feels sucky doesn't it,peeps,don't get me wrong,i'm not telling u guys about the pc game i'm playing lately,this is in fact a real life situation i'm facing now.i felt i should just give my best shot..but..there're just too many buts and considerations i've weighed..and i guess..it's seriously..too risky.so now,i just have to sit down here and go through some serious thinking on whether i should step on it,or to back out of it.but i just feel i'm too accustomed to stepping..lolx.

i'm so down..arhhHH..

2005-05-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

i didn't know i would become so dependent on msn.now that it's not functioning..i'm feeling so lost..alright..not exactly..but something like that.

it's like driving me mad..i need msn to do my stuffs..arh..what's happening man.i've done all i could but i just can't find the problem!!!arh....this is insane.seriously insane.

why's this happening?darn it.

2005-05-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

me in action.

2005-05-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

my da jie..punching..wow~

training with my peeps.it was fun~

2005-05-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

i managed to wake up on time to go over to bernard's place to tutor him.seems like an accomplishment for me..lolx.after tution,i went to wu kwan to hone my skills with my peeps.they've never been to my wu kwan,and i told them it's a great place to work out,so..they agreed without any hesitations.the 3 of us did circuit training today and it was really..good.my hands turned flabby,legs wobbly and obviously outta breath.lolx.it was fun training with them.training alone is indeed boring..but i'm used to it.lolx.so..today's training was just fun and not solitary.ha.above are some pics when we're in action.too bad jiayong came late and we didn't take any more pics after that.sorry bro..next time yeah?ha.circuit training rocks eh?muahaha.

2005-05-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

eugene,marilyn and i posing for the camera.say cheese guys

2005-05-15T09:04:00.001-07:00

marilyn and i,like my sis eh?she's my pal yah.

2005-05-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

shocked.can u say that again?

2005-05-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

pals at sentosa

the outing

2005-05-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

this morning i was supposed to go over to bernard's place to tutor him.however,i was snoozing in my bed and actually wanted to cook up a lame ass excuse which would enable me to snooze for the rest of the day.but,my mom came into my room and unleashed her fiery speech bout responsibility and stuffs.yeah..so..i went over to bernard's place eventually even though i was an hr late.then, bernard tested my patience.or should i say i was not in a good mood to teach,i was reading along with him and i've taught him a word in that book 3 times and he still can't get it in.guess my tone sounded as if i was gonna eat him up,he cried.well..sorry bernard.didn't mean to do that.
in the evening i made my way down to east coast park for a martial arts gathering,a gathering whereby u can meet many different styles of practitioners.yeah.it was fun.the food was alright,and..i met a guy who also does wingchun,and we exchanged some moves.*that was something terribly wrong,i shouldn't have done it* he was horribly good.i was stunned when i felt his moves coming,he was so fast and unpredictable.man..and i was hit in the face.arhhh.i must get him to train me .muahaha.but..he said i'm still young.ha.but too bad i'm in sanda now.haven't really done wingchun for quite sometime..hmmm..perhaps i should go for cross training at the previous wu kwan.ha.maybe.if i've time.yeah.

analysis

2005-05-09T23:03:00.000-07:00

Alright first things first..happy mommy's day mom.a little late..but..better late than never.muahaha.it came to me in an epiphany that all mothers in this world are defined by a common word.it is "great".the difficulties they've conquered to teach us right from wrong,the tears they shed for us and the many many great things they did that seem minor to us.i just wanna say a big thank you mom,for bringing me to this world,and raising me up,mom i love you.tough we squabble at times,but i guess..this is just some way to spice up our mundane lives eh?i bought a cake for my mom and guess she was touched,cos she rejected my dinner offer and i guess she'd probably be expecting no gifts.but women are weird.they usually speak in contradiction with their hearts.ha.alright,so much for mommy's day.
many things occurred to me lately and i guess..there isn't much time left for analysing success rates and stuffs.either i put in 50 percent work,or a full 100.but i'm a lazy ass,so i guess i'll fit the bill for 50.but the results doesn't seem good.lolx.i need time i guess, to really sieve through my complicated thoughts.however..anticipation ain't good..and i guess i anticipate too much..ah..why's this happening..perhaps i weigh consequences too much.well..sch's commencing in 14 days time.this doesn't seem appealing to me anymore..i've no idea why,cos i guess at the end of 14 days.the analysis conclusion would be out.and i doubt it's more than 50.

"life isn't the amount of breaths you take,
it's the moments that take your breath away."

2005-05-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

bag training drill..this is the toughest among all drills.lolx..i'm shagged i know.

training with a new partner

2005-05-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

went to wu kwan in the afternoon and met uncle tay,he's a good guy,a big shot of the wu kwan,that's my first time seeing him,and he even treated me to dinner,and in addition,i've got myself a new training partner,the pics above are one of the drills we did today,it's really taxing..but i just love it..muahaha

2005-05-05T22:45:00.000-07:00

the KFC hideout

darren..i think you've got a problem with maths eh?

2005-05-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

ok..so what would anyone's reaction be when he sees 16 tall,huge paletes of boxes in front of him to be carried in 7 hours time.?shocked,stunned or surprised.but for me,i guess all three of them defines my reaction.
so how did it happen anyway?before nodding my head to this muscle taxing assignment,darren,claiming to be elice's friend called me and asked if i would be interested to work at kimberly clark(a toiletries factory) tomorrow.which was two days back.i happened to be free on that day and so nodded and asked what was i supposed to do this time,cos the previous assignments in kimberly clark elice gave..was simply..too good to reject.i'm serious.so..darren said "oh this job very simple and easy one la,the stuffs there only like 5kg lor..you..no problem one la." when i heard that i "thought" that it's gonna be just like the previous assignments,besides,5kg..cmon..that's not even heavy enough to train my muscles with.so..my friend and i took on this assignment and we got the shock of our lives when we saw those stuffs that we're supposed to carry.
one palete has 30 boxes of glue.we're supposed to check the quality of the glue and determine if it's good or bad,moreover,there're 16 such paletes,they were majestic.both requires us to carry it,just that to different locations.however,each mily box weighs 20 kg.yes.20,not 5.when we heard that,we exchanged glances with each other.our eyes spoke a language both of us understood. it was, "you must be kidding me boss".
so..we were left alone in that stuffy,dusty,hot and humid warehouse.man..those boxes were really heavy..and we managed to finish everything before the time given *applause please* lolx.well..seriously..darren..i guess it's not wise to give not that precise information bout the work.think about it,if you did this to a person who don't like weight trainings,he's going to go back home with his back broken.so..i figured that you have a problem with multiplications and division in maths eh?5 kg?no..it's 20kg.it's 4 times darren.anyway darren,if you happen to need a maths tutor..i can introduce a very good one to you.so much for the muscle taxing work huh?well..it was fine with me..it was good training.

2005-05-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

talk to my hand..we used these gloves for fun..ha

2005-05-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

surrounded by tons of glue..waiting to be carried away.*shek*

2005-05-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

this is dingyang.

2005-05-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

W.F.B peeps.muahaha

2005-04-28T23:04:00.000-07:00

Finally found this pic!!muahaha..this is julye..my photo BUDDY lolx.

The Ride

2005-04-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

The long dull bus ride,

with no ladies in sight,

this is something no man can hide,

because what i'm saying is just too right to be denied.

Passing those insignificant traffic lights,

i couldn't help but think of why,

why am i so assed tight,

of some stuffs that don't even seem correct,

guess i can only quietly recite,

the definition of perserverance in my mind,

oh what a long bus ride,on a day whereby it just doesn't seem that bright.

by: me{written on the bus}

2005-04-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

after a good 3 rounds with the food at sakae..we savoured the watermelons..and obviously posed for the camera!!muaahaha..watermelons anyone? {the sakae happenings.pls scrool down to view .}

2005-04-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

soon..milton had my da jie to aid him in the food RAVE...wahaha..HE FOUND A GREAT HELPER>.look at those dishes!!wow..haha

2005-04-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

then..it's julye and my turn to show our ACCOMPLISHMENTS.!!muahahaha..julye ate majority of these!!lolx..julye are you reading this?!lolx..ok..i ate a lot too..ha.

2005-04-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

wow..milton,you sure can eat bro!ha.what a spread eh?if that's not convincing enough,look at the smile on his face..hehe.

2005-04-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

and we ended the day with a peace out photo..wow.ha.we bought tonnes of clothes just now..shopping day for guys...well..ha.had a fun and busy day..woot..haha [full story starts frm below..so pls scrool down :) ]

2005-04-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

so i figured that sunglasses were cool and tried wearing them at the wrong time cos there wasn't any sun or blazing smiles.but..ha.it suited me fine.

2005-04-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

than we saw this shark guy and i think he's muscles are fake..lolx.well..he's a sculpture..

2005-04-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

soon..it was our turns getting bored..arh..

2005-04-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

oh..my..he's still day dreaming of gals...haiz..milton..can't blame him..it's really bored on the train.

2005-04-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

soon..this guy became bored..and WHAT ?! he's looking at some gal eh?lolx..looks like man,look at him..he's soOo engrossed!

2005-04-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

so..the camera man decided to take a photo of this guy in a more natural way..lolx.well..

2005-04-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

than..milton and i gave that look..and mil wore the sunglasses as he preferred to be cool rather than *stunned*.and i can't help but stare*

2005-04-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

than jiayong pose an adorabalicious picture

2005-04-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

my day started with him..little bernard..gave tution to him in the morning and had to get up from bed so early..ahh..ha.

engulfed by rage

2005-04-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

why's this always happening to me?why is it that i just become another person when i'm blowing my top?is this what they say that rage often blinds the heart?i finally know what they're trying to say because i think i'm already quite experienced in this kinda stuffs,stuffs that appeal to RAGE? yup.

i blew my top just now for some reason that i really can't recall..how lame could i get? i mean it's really frightening man.even i got shocked myself.i was like..wow..i just did that?well..i think i need anger management classes.

went to the cafe to meet my pops.and dropped by to see aileen ha..she was busy in action.
the cafe seemed packed today..well..had a great day tody somehow yeah..but basically..today just past too quickly.

contradictions?

2005-04-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

yeah..i'm finally blogging again..many stuffs happened lately..and i wouldn't say i had a bad day either.(does this sentence contradict with my heart?)maybe.

i just don't know how to put it.it's weird.what do you do when you wanna really go all out to do some stuffs?hard work?not really.i've been trying..and i don't know is it because of my luck or something else that i just can't get it done.*certain stuffs* i mean..i seriously don't know if i should plunge both my legs into this but..it just seems i have to.well..think i must seriously consider and try eh?

definition of perseverance=continuing in the course of action with disregards of discouragement,opposition and previous failure. well..think i'll think and see what's the situation like before applying this theory to my mindset..in the meantime..i think i need my bed..lolx.

=food allergy=

2005-04-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

ever felt a particular spot of ur body itching away helplessly?perhaps after being bitten by a mosquito?yeah..i'm feeling it right now..but..it's the entire body.

*I

*Suspect

*i

*have

*food

*allergYYY..

*AHHHHHH..my goodness..HELPPPp

2005-04-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

julye and i caught on cam..lolx..latte taste's great..lolx

thanks a million emmy!!

2005-04-02T00:11:00.000-08:00

the night was still,our adrenaline were set pumping like never before.yes..this was the feeling my pops and i felt before we stepped into that building.yes.we were nervous because it's really gonna be a showdown,between the good and bad.obviously i was on the good side.And..i think i really need to thank emmy.emmy..thanks a lot..really owe you one.yes.she was the debator of our side.and guess what?you'll never expect so much from a girl.she just rocked the entire office..standing on what was right when the baddies tried to turn their back against us.."don't tell me all these nonsense,tell ur upper management to talk to me." that's what she said when a mediocre guy couldn't handle her.wow.and we got referred to the office,i think it's the main one,yeah..and guess what..we got our refunds back when it was almost impossible to do so!!lolx.

so..we managed to put on a smile before chilling out at the airport.lolx.finally..the showdown is over.And we WON!!!lolx..once again thanks emmy.without you,we'd be lost in space.you're great man!

life=stock market

2005-03-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

suppose you know everything in this place we called earth.suppose you know what numbers are gonna come out for the lottery tomorrow,you didn't guess them,you just knew it.what'd you feel?or should i say what's this planet gonna be like.i can only say that it's gonna be a mundane world if that's really gonna happen.life should be like the stock market..with the ups and downs.perhaps some would ask me why do we need the downs in life.well,that's essential because we'll definitely learn from the downs and not make the same mistake again.

well..lately my friends and i were fooled and i think we got into a scam or something..ok perhaps it wasn't that bad,but i just can't believed that i actually fell for it..dude..that's the first time..and definitely my last time.think i shall not elaborate any farther else..well..it's bad dissing ppl on ur blog..yeah.hmm..have to work tomorrow..working for a magazine thinggy but i have to speak in mandarian..oh..well...let's hope my below average chinese would be understood by people there.yeah..lolx.

My Journey,Without Complications

late update

The Bitch

life's surprises

barriers

Aftermath

2007

fiction

the salmon couple

Computer Knowledge Appreciated

Fungi clearing

summer's ending

Vancouver

Tribute to Kenneth

Sakae gym

August 26 and many more

Food allergy-AGAIN

work

zoo-anniversary

irony no more

lovely trip

slienced

time to de-stress

Time for medicine

happy v'day

do not be fooled

lips hurt

love

What's UP?

a glimmer of hope

2006

fucktard quiz for christmas

cold days

reminiscing?i'm not.

i'm so lazy

getting updated

resurrection

bored life

fiction

untitled-my sweetie mrs lee

i need my bed

getting updated

my life~

*blurness*

i'm blithe

happy daddy's day

*sleep*

*dry topics*

*bam* what can i say?we're cleared it man.ha

can i have 36hrs a day?

i think i need to organise my time

=sleep walking=

i need coffee

dreams

my class rocks

i'm blithe..muahahaha

time

i'm so down..arhhHH..

training with my peeps.it was fun~

the outing

analysis

training with a new partner

darren..i think you've got a problem with maths eh?

The Ride

engulfed by rage

contradictions?

=food allergy=

thanks a million emmy!!

life=stock market

blurness

sleep

dry topics

bam what can i say?we're cleared it man.ha